it's tuesday

i don't like capitalizing letters so i won't be doing that. 

it's tuesday, my boss is in vegas, and tuffybear* is getting his car fixed... therefore, yang* and i have music, facebook, celebrity magazines, and each other. 

death is scary and i hate when people die. i don't understand it and i get really upset. i'm constantly nervous someone i love is going to be taken away from me... so far i've heard about at least 6 people who have died this week. heart attacks, murder, suicide, to name a few. what the fuck... i can't even talk about it anymore because it's bothering me.

so apparently angelina is anorexic, tony cheated on jessica, chris beat the crap out of rihanna, and tom and katie are expecting another baby. i feel better about myself when i can read about other people's problems that are much much worse than mine. 

my biggest problem is my boss and he's in vegas till friday so i'm great. 

this is the most random thing ever and i've never "blogged" before. i don't even know what "blog" means but i think it sounds really fucking stupid. i like it though so i just won't use the word. i def plan on writing every day because this is by far one of my favorite things to do and it's much more convenient than the piles and piles of journals and diaries i have stacked in my closets... 

warning: there will be no censorship in this thing so if you make me angry or if i am in love with you, you will be mentioned and i will not hold back. if you're reading this, you can consider yourself special because i'm not going to give the address to this to any ordinary asshole. 

i should probably do work since i've been here since 8:30 am and haven't done shiiiiit. well, actually i'm going to smoke first... then i'll do some work... or maybe go on facebook again... ha