will i spend the rest of my life looking at my bank statement on a tuesday wondering if i'll be able to supply my car with enough gas until i get paid on friday? i'm going to be a day late on my car payment... is that bad?
i cried to the orthodontist that i couldn't afford my monthly payment and felt bad and let it slide. the vet sewed up my cat's hole in her stomach despite my $498 balance i already have with them.
i make a point not to bring my coach bag into these places with me... it was a gift - god knows i can't afford to buy one on my own. point being, if they see the coach bag they don't feel bad. if i walk in looking like shit (dressing on the outside as i feel on the inside), people show compassion.
as shitty as this world is, there are those few kind genuine people that really do care for your well being or your animal's well being etc. yea, eventually they want their fucking money but maybe they feel for me. maybe before they were rich doctors and veterinarians and car dealership owners they were poor paycheck-paycheck losers like me.
i have $29.21 in my savings account and $14.37 in my checking account. i hid a $100 bill somewhere so i wouldn't spend it and use it in case of an emergency but now i can't find it. shit. hahaha
so i look forward to collect my $50 for cleaning my office over the weekend on monday, only to find out my boss is in florida vacationing with his family and won't be here until next monday. so no $50 and no paycheck on friday. what the FUCK?
just got off the phone with verizon. billing glitch. i owe them 225 by friday and 400 by april 30th. they're calling me back because i started hyperventilating and hysterically sobbing. i can't even write about this anymore.
i wish i was a rich girl.
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